2nd blog

2011-02-01T19:02:00.003+08:00

I love my DIY nails.

Save the money and have steady hands, I can have beautiful nails for cny.
Although I am not a fan of cny, I still need to buy new clothes, shoes, have gorgeous hair and nails but my hair now cui ttm...black roots growing again and I have no money to touch up. major fml.

Enough of crap.

My nails!
I used to have short, ugly nails. Cause I bite them.
But now I have nails that are presentable.

2011-01-26T00:17:00.003+08:00

To have someone who is sensitive to my needs.

As much as I hate to persuade, I just had to persuade u to meet and have dinner.
What a tiring task.
To be the one who required more attention and affection sucks.
How I wish I could go back to those days when I was wanted by u.

Just then I realised that I had to take the step backwards.
I gain nothing from making every step and move.
What I realised was how stupid I am.
Instead of using "I", I use "We" more often.
As much as I love using "we", no one likes to listen to them.
I often kept them deep inside like how I usually does.
I could never bring myself to voice out my thoughts cause once I said so, it is never ending.
I don't want to go through all those all over again and be alone.

To love or to be loved.
I would choose the latter.

It is raining now. At 12:33 am.

2011-01-13T23:29:00.006+08:00

School has been great. At least, it is so much better than last semester where I had almost no friends in class.
Finally hand up our Travel n Leisure Project.
Left with two/three more projects submission and tons of presentation :/
I hate presentation and I get stage fright and complete forgets what I want to say.
Argh...whatever, I can do it.

Our 38th monthsary yesterday.
Baby had school while I skipped school so we met up for dinner and explore the new shopping mall at serangoon, Nex.
It is really big with lots of FnB outlet. We decided to set for something mid range, not too expensive thou. Had Carls Jr. The portion is really big or huge!
I can't say that baby is the most insensitive bf, he is really quite sweet.
I complained to him that I only drank soup for lunch and he bought me thickburger at carls jr. And I think that he is crazy, I can't even finish it. I only love the mushroom in it. I dig out the mushroom and gave half the burger to him. And the beef chilli cheese fries, that was best.

Pictures time...

I realised that my life revolve around you and only you. I don't know if this is normal but I am happy.

Iloveyou.

2011-01-09T23:52:00.002+08:00

I have been mahjong-ing and playing monopoly the whole Saturday.

I can't wait for the semester break. Hopefully I can go overseas.
Don't wanna stuck in Singapore. It is really bored.

Haha! I just did a research on wiki on Maldives, Mauritius and Christmas island.

I am just curious...I can never afford to go there.

2011-01-05T22:38:00.004+08:00

When I am just an option.

When u were my priority.

When I hope I din't fall in love.

When I can't help think that...maybe being a player could have been better.

At least, I don't lock myself around just you when u look at the big picture and not the small details.

If u were to know me well enough, I don't need expensive stuffs...I need someone who is sweet and attentive.

I don't expect someone to be sweet and romantic all the time.

But at least give me a reason to feel loved.

And I do love surprises sometimes...

But I was usually push off by...dou lao fu lao qi le...don't need all this...

I am tired...somehow...good night...

I love ALin's songs. Yes, it can be some sort negative and it might even worsen my emotions now...maybe...

ALin-分手需要練習的

A-Lin 給我一個理由忘記

2011-01-01T12:23:00.002+08:00

It is 2011!!!
Happy New Year, everyone!

I watched the most amazing fireworks when it strikes 12midnight.

It was my first time watching the fireworks with baby.

2010-12-26T23:21:00.005+08:00

Happy Boxing Day!

Merry X'mas.

How was Christmas?

Mine wasn't great.

I cooked a Christmas Eve Feast for my baby, nothing fancy, we only had spaghetti cause my baby was craving for it.
Everything was so perfect that night when he received that call and we quarreled. I was thinking if I walked out of that door, I will never walked in again.
So I realised...maybe it is just a give and take matter that I have got to accept.
Things were back to normal now.
But Christmas Eve till it strikes 12? It was horrible! This kind of thing should never happen again.

Christmas Day
We decided to head down to my grams place at Tampines for Christmas celebration with my aunts and cousins.
The kids were adorable. Keep wanting to play with our iPhones till there's no batteries.
Back to baby's place for dinner and we had meliban crabs! Noms Noms!

Today
Yes, it was a lazy Sunday. Stay at home for movie, Mulan.
Dinner with his friend and gf , salon with baby as he wanted to cut his hair and Koi after.

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Did I mention? It is holidays now. One week has passed since.
One more week left. I am at baby's place for a week already.
Super sian...cause when school reopens, it gonna be hectic and filled with project submission. Hope I can tide through it. I can I can I can.

That's all for now.
Maybe I shall post some photos when I update the next time.
It seems kinda lengthy and no one would want/like to read lengthy post.
Cause I din't bring my camera cables over and no one to cam whore with me :(

2010-12-07T19:06:00.005+08:00

It's been really since I update and got the time to do so.

I suddenly became very busy I also dont know why.
Maybe because of projects and school.

Watched Harry Potter 7 and Rapunzel over the weekendsssss.
Re-dye my hair, stupid ugly roots.
And shopping loots.

This was during the last weekend of November. Baby's family chalet at Aranda Country Club.

Daily necessities: Deodorant, Makeup remover and concealer

Okay...this not a daily thing but I am dying to get this for like millions year...okay, too kua zhang

100ml, $75

Now I can smell superb liao!

My chio grey eyes and hair!

Dinner date with my baby before our movie last Friday, Rapunzel

2010-11-14T22:30:00.006+08:00

14 Nov 2010, Today.

3rd yr anniversary with baby on the 12 Nov 2010.

3 years...it was neither long or short.
In 3 years, I am very happy and lucky to have met him.
At first, I told myself not to fall so deep.
But after months and years together, I fell.
Till now, I wanna keep falling.

I wanted to do something tgt so...I suggested decorating a cake tgt.

Some pictures I took in the morning at baby's place before going to sch tgt!

With my baby

Cake decorating in process...

Super thick cream!!! eeeeeks!

Thats all....super delayed post.

2010-11-06T13:33:00.005+08:00

Second week in school ended.
Projects piling up like nobody's business.
That really sucks ttm.
I've got my RHRA and MER proj
Tourism and Leisure, individual and group components.
Club and Resort, individual and group components as well.
And not forgetting my communication skill :/
Alrights shall stop complaining cause do it or face the consequences.
I can do it :D

With friends blogging not as often.
Some stop blogging and some turned to twitter.
I also tweet more often now.
I think lesser friends or people will actually come to my blog.
Or perhaps I am just a plain loner without friends.

Oh ya...Remember I mention that I bought new cartridges and ink for that fucking printer?
Yes...that fucking printer broke down. TMD.
Now my warranty is over and it cost $45 just to bring it to brothers for servicing which yet to include the change of parts charges.
As for the place I bought the ink, they also provide repair service at $30.
I don't know should bring the fucking printer down or not...cause I am quite confident that I could repair the fucking printer myself than bringing it down to repair, whether it is $30 or $45. I wanna be a repair guru! lols!
Shall try and repair for the week...if can't be repair then I will waste my $30 by then.

I love the one on the right. All from Valentino Couture Fall 2010.

Thursday I went down to town for dinner and walked into zara and river island.
These few dresses caught my attention.

I've always been in love with floral/sweet or flirty dress.
And this dress really makes me feel like a little girl again.
It is like those kind of dress my mum used to dress me up in when I am a little girl.
But...someone decides to pull me away and said "I wonder where ur sense came from?"

But don't u agree it is nice.
By the way, It's from zara.

Next is this dress, also from zara. Also nice right? but I prefer the previous one.

I do have time when I like those smart/corporate look dress.
This one in Nude somemore. Also from zara.

Lastly, this one is from river island.
It really brings out my figure well and I love the cut.
Drapes, Bandage, body hugging.
It don't brings out your flaws, it brings out your assets. correction: my assets.
But the color just don't match my skin color :/

It is time to revamp wardrobe, stock up makeups, new shoes, new bags, lcd tv in room and maybe a getaway.

Picture credits to valentino, zara and river island

2010-10-30T20:46:00.005+08:00

First week in school ended well.
It was alot better.
Maybe I am used to being alone.
Cause life goes on.
This sem kinda project heavy :/
Hope I can survive thru... :)))

Although our meetups time were shorten but it was well spent.
I get to see my baby almost every lunch and that's more than enough.
Phone calls wasn't as often and long but be contented I told myself umpteen times.

Went to bugis on Thursday after sch (one good thing is...baby and me end lesson on thurs and fri, super early like 1pm?)
And I got this bag. Super wu hua! Authentic somemore!

And friday I went to sim lim to get ink cartridges.
Hope it will fits my printer well.
Then back home to watch my vampire diaries and antm cycle 15
Vampire diaries super addictive and I realise I no longer enjoy watching local chinese drama.

Saturday is stay home day.
No life us :/

Alrights...that's all.
Shall go and be good student and do my work etc.
Today, the both of us were home doing our sch work after power nap.
I enjoy life like this. Simple. Contented.

2010-10-26T23:02:00.003+08:00

Prata session ytd was great.
With yun yee jas swee
Damn full as we ordered lots of stuffs.
And the aftermath was the funniest.
It is great to have them around.
Thanks, dear girls n boy.

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Please ignore me for now. Pardon me.

I don't know.
I am feeling so weird up there and my left chest.
It hurts?
Shouldnt I be happy that u are hardworking.
Shouldnt I?
Why should I bother when u don't call.
Come on, u are studying and I am like the distraction.
Fuck. I hate myself. I get paranoid when u don't call.
Then all the funny thoughts will come crawling all over me.
Please Please Please...everything gonna be alright. Please.

2010-10-24T23:16:00.005+08:00

My 6 weeks holiday comes to an end :(
And I shall predict that I will have insomnia tonight.
But one good thing is lecture at 11am this week! :D

School.
Again I am going to be alone. But I think I will be used to it.
It is not like I never gone thru all these before.
Just face it!

I gonna be home every weekday night from now.
I gonna be missing baby.

For him, he gonna juggle school and work.
And that means our weekend will be burned.
As expected, this coming weekend is burned :/
But at least at time, I can still see him in school.
Not too bad. At least be contented, silly girl!
We have been having arguments more frequently and I hate that.
It gives me the feeling that...is everything coming to an end?
I don't want it to be cause deep down inside, I love him.
But at least, things are good for now. And I hope a new environment for him won't change our love. It is strong I believe and it always will be. No matter how hard it is, I believe it is strong and I will be a good gf. Control my temper and re-define: companionship

Work on Thursday was hell for me.
Doing this banquet job and I had insomnia the night before work. Cool!
I came back home with sibei aching arms and legs.
But the money was worth it la.
And I think this will be my first and last time.

2010-10-18T22:23:00.003+08:00

After 5 weeks of staying out.
I am back to my own's.
It is good to be home.
But I miss you.
I hope I can be able to go back to my old life without you.
If I could sleep tonight.
U are like my friend, my family, my bf.

2010-10-13T18:11:00.009+08:00

Our 35th monthsary yesterday.
Every 12th of the month.
Our 3rd year next month.

To smile or?
Sometimes I don't know.
I see you as someone that I would like to spend the rest of my life with.
I hate the way we quarrel or squabble.
But I am glad that at the end of day, we still make up and resume our normal life.
People change, flaws surface and seen.
And I hope you would be with me till the end of time.

I love you, baby.

All these aside......away with my silly thoughts.

Last Saturday, east coast park with baby and his friends.
Was really tired and I managed to drag myself there.
Cook fried rice as well since it is potluck.
We bought fatty there as well, at least there is fatty to accompany me as I was really bored. In the end, asked baby to rent bicycle and we bought fatty along with us. I ride till my ka ching damn painful :/

Last Sunday
We decided to be good boy and girl.
We stayed at home and only went out for dinner, my kaya toast~

Monday
I bought baby to eat the famous fei fei wanton noodle at joo chiat.
The small $3 and big $4.
I ate one small $3 and baby ate one small and big $7!
The portion quite small la so that explains why he ordered $7.
My family used to go there to eat the noodle.
It is much better than those franchise shop u find at hawker centre.
Then we took the bus to plaza sing to catch a movie, Detective Dee.
Home Sweet Home after.

Tuesday
Went for Japanese lunch buffet at himawari.
I love their shabu shabu, softshell crab handroll etc.
Shopping at town after that for baby.
He got his formal tops from G2000.
For me, Mac brush cleanser and two tops from cotton on outlet store.
Been spending too much so must be thrifty...I want to finish my studies fast.
Back to his place for dinner and went out for movie, Eat Pray Love at Bishan.
Nice showww with beautiful scenery.
I wanna go Bali!!!
Omg, there is so many places I wanna go before I die.

I am enjoying my holidays with baby around.
Would I be too used to him that I can't adapt without him.
It is time I get used to it.
Cause school starting soon and I can't be staying here forever.

Working for banquet for next thursday.
I hope my skinny jeans and my converse shoes will still fit me.
Was thinking to work on wednesday as well but baby said it is setting up and carrying heavy stuffs...so it is better not for me and I secretly think that he won't want me to work cause he can't bear seeing me carry heavy stuffs. I know I am bhb~

Alrights...till here.

2010-10-08T23:05:00.032+08:00

My visit to Universal Studio Singapore (USS)

Woke up as early as 8am to prepare, breakfast at yakun before heading to take the train to harbourfront then monorail~

Reached USS around 10am and head straight to print our ticket!

And... here I come! I shall let the pictures do most of the talking.
Hope I could combine all the pictures here, don't want to split them up.
So I think it gonna be a long post full of pictures and some description etc.

Before setting off for the long day...

Who goes to uss without taking pic with...

Individual shots

Our ticket to USS

Woodpecker greeted us When we stepped in :)

My picture again...in case u miss me :)

With baby

Next, we arrived at Madagascar.

Picturesss...

The monkey that we dint get the chance to take pictures with.

The Lion

The Hippo, I wonder why "she" lifted up her arms. I dint smell anything weird but baby did and he said got those mouldy smell...hmmmmm...

Penguin!!!

Go-Round

Far Far Away

Princess Fiona and Shrek

And...

Shrek4-DAdventure

Looking at the sign...we are at...The Lost World.

DinoSoarin
Those rides that we used to take them when we were little boys and girls.
Soaring up and down

We also took the CanopyFlyer...Really interesting! I like it.

More pictures in The Lost World

AtWaterWorld

I realised that I dint take any pictures in Ancient Egypt except for these...

The attraction/rides in Ancient Egypt...We only took the Revenge of the mummy.
I still can take it. Nice rideee.

Sci-Fi City
The only ride who could take...Accelerator
The one below still not operating.

New York
No exciting rides here, but there is shows.
We manage to catch Lights camera action! and Stage28.
And more picturesss......

Betty Boop

Ehhhh...idk how to spell his name :X
So is hersss...MM???

The shop with lots of hatsss...

Idk what's up with his kuku face...but mine is confirm better

See...I told you...

Finally...time to eat!!!
We got $5 dining voucher each. In total, we got $10.
And each meal cost about $9.80-$12?!?!?!
Okay, should have expected the pricing there.

After eating, we are almost done with most of the rides...so we hung around hollywood and camped for kungfu panda! and othersss...

I was sitting there waiting for baby to finish his big business and one of their staffs came up to me for survey on customer/guest satisfaction.
Then moments later, he/this came out of nowhere and sat next to me.
I dint go to him, he came up to me on his own accord so I took a picture with him and I was chase off my seats cause ppl also wanna take photo with him -_-

Some other random pictures we took along the way

Item we got with our $5 retail voucher. Combined together, $10
This tumblr cost $9.90

I think that's all. If there is anything more I shall update again.
You have to experience it yourself to see if u like it or dislike it.

Okays, Good night.
I still have to wake up at 12noon tmr to cook fried rice.
Potluck at east coast park tmr with baby's friendsss.

2010-10-07T21:52:00.003+08:00

Going to universal studio tmr.
I can't wait. Hope it won't rain...

Shall take lots of pictures!

Till here :)

Approx. 3 weeks till school reopens.

2010-10-04T13:59:00.006+08:00

Yesterday was Yee's birthday.
Celebration at Yun's place.
Steamboat and every thing nice.
Happy Birthday, dear girl!

Checked my results and it was okay.
I managed to pass all my paper :)

Its been 3 weeks since I slept at home and since holiday started.

Hopefully, my uss trip this coming friday will be okay.
No rain and not too sunny. Ya, WINDY!
But just don't rain!
We also yet to buy the tickets. Shall book the tickets soon.

Next...

Things I use...

Coloured contact lens that I can't live without it.
Both in Grey but different design.
It is really how magical these lens enlarge my eyes.

Hair product I use
1) The pong pong water to create volume
2) Heat protector lotion
Makeups in my makeup bag
I decided to clean my makeup area/table. Much neater now.

Random Pictures

I miss my long hair?!?!

2010-09-26T16:48:00.009+08:00

I decided to lock my twitter.
If wanna know what i am doing on twitter then request to follow or get someone who follows me to screenshot it :) or easier ask me.
It is better to keep certain things locked.

I started working on the following week (which was last week) I ended my exams.
It was crazy not even one min that I could stop typing numbers :(
And facing numbers everyday?!?!? oh my tian!
Lunch is the only time I could relax and eat my favourite food.
And not forgetting my baby getting aim by the ah tiongs and ah nehs there.
I can't stop laughing when the ah tiong keep looking for my baby to do things and even know what my baby is doing.
Come on, ah tiong...my baby won't be interested in you. Not in a million years. So fuck off k~
I just like to disturb him but I knew it was impossible between them.

Some random pictures I took over the days and weeks.

Then I am a slacker for the rest of the holidays liao...
Maybe considering other jobsss...any to intros?

Currently sitting and using my lappy...since so long ago~
Over the two weeks I have only been home like twice?
My universal studio trip has been push back too farrrr...due to work and no money.

I am addicted to cutting my own fringe.

2010-09-12T22:04:00.009+08:00

It is Sunday night and it also our 34th monthsary and coming. 2 more months to our 36th monthsary and 3yr anniversary. Time pass really fast and we've been tgt for almost 3yrs. There is never a day I regretted knowing you cause I am happy with u. You make me want more of u. It could be bad and in the past I had never felt the way for any other. You are the one who I am able to be myself, I wasn't acting as the demure girl that I wasn't.

First paper on Monday. Business Finance. Thankfully, it was a smooth paper except that I predicted wrongly on this topic that won't come out. So confirm 6marks flew away. Just hope that I could pass will do.

Thursday was my last paper, Human Resource Mgt.
Not very smooth cause I do not have enough time, I was rushing to finish my paper :(

To me, can pass will do and as long as I do not have to retake my modules and waste my time cause I am not looking forward to go uni. I just want to work and start earning.

After last paper, for sure it is time to have some fun.
Went to town with cheryl to look at makeups.
Sephora is like my favourite place now...but price there are kind of steep.
But there is no harm taking a look.
UD eye primer selling at two for $46 I think. Damn worth it.
Cause one alrdy cost more than $30.
But it din't get it, kind of tempted but.......no way. I shall refrain from all spendings other than food and necessary stuffs.

Friday was my stay home day.
Baby came over before going to meet his friends in the evening.
He also finished his 2years.

My ulcer hurts badly :(

Went to town on a Saturday evening for movie, Resident Evil.
Zombie, infection show. Okok lor...baby likes so I am okay.
The day ended badly which me getting scolded for my xiao jie pi qi.

Sunday which is really called lazy Sunday. I slept till 12 and feeling sleepy still.
Just came back from my crave for toriQ at bishan, the nearest branch from baby's place which I can find other than going to town. Then bought mooncakes there too.
I got 2 durian mooncake for baby's mum and he got the 2 lotus with double egg yolk for mine,both from Goodwood park hotel, bad thing is...can't try :( so assume it is good lor...alot of ppl queuing for it and previous yr like see alot of ppl buy.
Both cost abt $25 after credit card discount.

This coming Tuesday, Universal Studio was cancelled :(
Luckily, haven't buy tickets.
Shall change it to the week after :)
Gonna start work for a week assignment tmr.
Shall acc my baby to tp to get his enrollment package tmr first!
Yes! baby is starting sch at tp this oct semester but he is taking a completely different course, engineering i think.....
Hope nothing ever changes.
I don't want anything to change.
If things change, I shall fight till the end...bring it on!

2010-09-08T01:03:00.001+08:00

I'm sleepy but I can't sleep. Still awake on a Wednesday morning at 1am.

I have not gone home since last sat. Could say it's like my second home.

One paper down on Monday and another on Thursday. I shall be free for 6weeks.

Baby gonna ord the very same day I finish my exams. But he alrdy got his own plans that day :(
Hopefully we can spend some quality time tgt before everything sucky starts. Going universal next week!
Yet to book ticket so just hope it won't be sold out. I can't wait!

Okays, shall try to sleep cause I woke my darling up.

2010-08-29T23:12:00.001+08:00

I'm supposed to study today but there's lots of things going across my mind. I can't concentrate, and I don't know if I could make it in my finals.

I'm blogging on my iPhone n watching the leap years on Okto.

Gonna be a lengthy post I suppose. So don't bother to read.

I though that u dint know.
Till that night when u said it right in my face. Then I knew that it wasn't a secret.
I cried cause I felt so bad abt it and abt lying. But at least, I have nothing to hide.

This weekend is great with u around.

But I felt that I don't belong here.
In fact, I don't belong here.
I don't like the feeling of being a useless bum in ur place.
I practically had free lodging and food which no one here is obligated to give it to me.
No one would say anything now but one day tongue will wade and everything will change.
I should not have come this often.
Cause when tongue wade, it's the end.
It is when all bad points are pointed out.
I know I'm someone who is not good at words, action, respect, courtesy or housework.
My flaws will always be clearer.

I don't know but I just don't see the future. I wish I could, I really want.

I love u.

2010-08-23T13:09:00.009+08:00

Trying to get back in shape but it gonna be hard as I am eating alot.
Control...as I really need to shed some kilos off...

Photo from last monday with sze ling at vivo.

And some self obsessed picture I took at home.

Then last Tuesday was met up with my cousin. It is been a really long time since I saw her, I was only 6 or 7 years old and she was 3 0r 4 years old. Due to certain reasons, we lost contact and I know that my maternal side grandparents misses her. So with the help of what we called the internet, fb, communication technology I got to get in touch with her.
So I asked to meet her and bring her to my grandparents house. At least, I can see that my maternal grandmother was really happy about this. I am glad that I could do that for her :)

As for rest of the week I was quite reluctant to do anything. I've been watching vampire diaries, it can be addictive. Lazying on my couch :)
I can't wait for season 2.
Gossip girl season 4 and ANTM cycle 15.
Anyway, Glee wasn't as nice as I thought it would be. I stopped watching after ep 6.

Met up with baby at his place in the evening and went for dinner with his family.
Stayed over and I came back home on Saturday night and out on a Sunday morning again to his place cause he got to do duty on a Sat night :(

Sunday dinner was superb. With baby's family.
It was his sister treat to his mum birthday.
I felt bad as I dint get her any stuffs.
Went to east coast park for dinner, international seafood.

I stole the pictures from baby's sister fb.
Soooo......ya....

The person preparing the drunken prawns

The shark fins that really got shark fins inside not those from pasar malam

Chicken.

Fish.

Crab.

Desserts

That's all for food before I get hungry again.

Start of a new week, spells e-x-a-m-s drawing near :(
I need to get started. NOW now now NOW!

2010-08-19T23:02:00.004+08:00

The nearer we are, the further our heart will be.
Sometimes, I do hate conversation over the phone.
It is like so hard to express my thoughts, which turns out to be naggy to u.
I want to see u every moment, there is an irresistible attraction that u have.
Everytime, I tell myself to stop asking whether u are free, when u can accompany me but there is always something/someone in me who goes against that and I will ended up asking for u.
I always lack the determination to stop asking for u.
I hate to be the one asking when is the next time we will meet.
I don't want to be the one who suggest our date, I like to be lead, I don't like to plan.
In short, I like surprises occasionally.

I have alot on my mind that I want to share...but I don't want to be known as a dreamer.
All those dreams that I had are too far away, maybe not even achievable.
Sometimes, those dreams that I had seems to be only me in it.
It is just a one-sided thought of mine.
I like to think ahead of time, at least I have something to look forward to.
But u would say it is not realistic at all, yes it is not.
Cause I still live in my little girl dream of my prince.

I wonder if I would have the determination to cancel it tmr. And I knew I won't, the attraction is too strong for me.
I never felt love this way before...

2010-08-13T11:54:00.006+08:00

I shouldn't have blogged and I got things to be done.

I need to study ahhh...I have been procrastinating too much lately.
And the medi is making me real awake now and also I need to get up slowly as I will have sudden blackout if I stand up too fast.

Since I won't and don't touch my books/notes I shall blog!

Things u will find in my bag on a non school day.
1) I am pretty much simple for a full makeup face cause I hardly touch up my makeup when I am out. I will just blot the oil off my face, apply powder and lipgloss and I am done. It is even more worse when I am in school. Seriously, who really bothers as the young kids(guys) only bother to look at pretty babes.
I love my new lipgloss, it has a minty effect when applied. And I love the pale colour too.

2) Not much gadgets as iphone enables me to make phone calls, sms, whatsapp, msn, twitter, facebook, play games and of course listen to music. I think it is like my best friend, can't live without it.
Earpiece - It is rude to play ur music on loudspeaker.
Camera(not included in the pic) - normally I will bring it out when I am going out for gatherings with friends or outing with baby.

3) Flu medicine, for emergency cases.

4) Tissuesss

5) Wallet from C&K (22nd bday present from the girls) - poor chap but I got lots of discount/loyalty card thou :X

Must be thinking, where is my keys...it is in my wallet, manage to squeeze it in. :)

The bags that I take nowadays are rather unisex, I haven't been buying handbags. And I think I need one soon :)

Okaysssssssss....thats all.
Maybe i will go watch tv or continue watching glee or vampire diaries.

2010-08-13T00:13:00.001+08:00

I have been missing u.
I do envy her or any other similar who could. Really.

I hide my guilt from him because I don't want him to know that I still think of u. I have been acting normal but deep inside I really wanted to share but I don't want to burden him. I am okay to carry this guilt but not for him. I want him to be carefree. Maybe he also won't even remember.

I will be fine one day.

2010-08-10T18:48:00.003+08:00

I am back to missing u again.

I have been eating and eating.
Curry fish head for lunch, ribeye steak for dinner, durian ice cream and koi for dessert.

Anyway, diet plans coming up soon!
I won't be eating all these anymore :(

Counting down to Saturday.

Sian!!! I have been doing nothing and I hasn't found a job yet.

I hope I can cope both jobs and revision/exams if I manage to find one.

2010-08-08T22:55:00.005+08:00

Last week in school for this semester and going on a one month break during the yog period.
And exams will start from 6-9sept. Got a month to study cause I yet to find a part time job. Always unsuccessful...tsk tsk! sometimes it is not i dont want to work, i just that i dont fit into some of the environment or FINE! i am plain lazy and picky. shall admit it.

Whatever. I just stay home and eat maggie mee.

Supposed to meet baby on thursday evening and he is so suay that he got confinement till sunday morning. I've been complaining on twitter about those no-lifer(it is a new name that I gave to those who don't have a life and tried to destroy others' life as well). Well, at least they got life and let him out on a Saturday afternoon :)

Saturday . Sunday
Our 999th and 1000th day since 12 11 2007

My first meal of the day(dinner) on a Saturday.
Soup spoon at ion.
Then shopping for lingerie at isetan and lipgloss at sephora.
Thank you baby for doting on me. I know I really know.
I love u even rich or poor. I just want u to be in my life forever.

Too Faced Lipgloss in Barely Legal from Sephora. Volumising lip gloss with lip injection. $30

Bag containing my lingerie :)

Self-obsessed me

Dinner at a restaurant at tpy central today with baby's family just now.
The portion were small and quite expensive.
Food wise...not bad...but tad bit expensive.
Baby left early as he had to go back camp for duty so I stayed on with his family.
Yes man, it was awkward. Shall learn how to communicate and such.
His family had been treating me well in food etc. and I wasn't feeling good as well cause I bai chi bai zhu. :/

Then mao shan wang ice cream after dinner. I've been raving about this ice cream since the first time I tried them, I am willing to trade koi for it.
Baby's family went back home and I went to meet jas, she came for mao shan wang as well :)

Sometimes I look at myself. my life.
I really envy those who are able to do things that they want.
I saw people happy with their small family, I really do envy.

2010-07-29T17:07:00.003+08:00

I went to cut, colour my hair.

It is shorter and the colour is lighter than my previous hair.

How I wish I could flood here with all my pictures.

Aiya...dont care la...shall flood it all here.

The exact colour should be around like this...my camera makes it look reddish instead.
Recommended by my hairstylish, as it will go well with my new haircut :)

2010-07-26T12:14:00.006+08:00

"We fell in love, despite our differences, and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. For me, love like that has only happened once, and that's why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory. I'll never forget a single moment of it."
— Nicholas Sparks (The Notebook)

Updates.

Saturday
Went to explore the bishan estate opposite the street hoping to find nice food.
Ended up nothing and we went to tpy central instead.
Chicken rice for lunch and cat mountain durian ice cream for dessert.
The durian ice cream is damn sex!

Then down to mbs.
First time there and nothing much to see...other than taking pictures.

Late dinner on sat with baby friend and gf.
All talking abt game except me.

Sunday, it is home cooked steamboat dinner at baby's place.

And I just came back...luckily monday no school if not sian lor...hope timetable for next sem will be good as well. Also hope that I will meet better people. And baby is joining me as well :) He will be dead...cause I gonna stick to him and run over to engineering school all the time.

2010-07-26T08:56:00.002+08:00

I'm lying on ur bed feeling lonely.
It makes me miss u even more.
How I wish u were right here next to me. If I had ask u to stay just now maybe there will be a little hope that u will be here with me. But I dint bring myself to do so.
And I'm strand here alone.
It is impossible to wait for u to be home.
I really miss u.

如果你要我独立，我可以的。
从前，我是个独立的女孩。
自从遇见了你，我不由之主，就想赖着你。
我也讨厌我的依赖。我希望我能独立点。

2010-07-19T12:11:00.006+08:00

Its been a year since.
I don't know if it was right or wrong.
But I know, you will always be in my heart for as long as I live.

Friday
Went to meet baby for dinner after my lesson at 6pm.
I manage to leave school at 6pm and I want to reach baby hse by 7pm cause i want to catch the 7pm show on channel 8. Silly I know.
After the show, it is dinner with baby at the hawker. Dry ban mian and fried oyster.
Then baby went to play mahjong and left me sleeping alone. idiot.
Woke up by the rain in the morning and baby is still playing mahjong.
I also dint really slept well due to the noise from the mahjong.
And he only slept at 8 and i woke him at 12noon.

oh ya, singapore flooded again.
one, global warming
two, digging of underground tunnel for mrt lines, shopping malls.

Saturday
Down to my ah ma hse at tampines.
Cabbed back and fro as we were bringing fatty.
My cousins were happily playing with him and they were asking my aunt to get them a doggy.
oPpS!!! :X

Random pictures I took before rushing out on Sunday.

Sometimes I am really sorry for throwing my tantrum at baby for no reason.
He tried all his best to accommodate me, making me happy, being the understanding bf and when he started to play his game, I will be unhappy abt it. I wonder if I really deserve u. I always say I will change but at the end of the day, I always go back to the same old pattern. I do hate who I am now. I think I am the most horrible gf. No looks nor characters.

Sunday
Woke up late and rushed over to Lyana's wedding.
Congrats to her :) may she have a blissful marriage.

Alright...gonna rush down to school.
WTF...must all sit down and do tgt de meh...it is really waste of time and resources.
Seriously, waste of my time and resources.
I want to study my test on wed also cant...haiz..."VERY EFFICIENT" yeah.
whatever la, once i am done with this proj, i am done with this class and such.
i just want to get my diploma and off i go.

2010-07-12T12:18:00.007+08:00

32nd monthsary with baby.

Watched Despicable Me on Saturday at illuma.
Baby bought me frozen yogurt after our movie.
Then dinner at Pomo, Japanese Food Court. Home sweet home while baby went back to camp for night duty :(

Met up again on Sunday morning. Ate lunch at baby's hse then went out to eat again.
Damn pig i know.
Knowing that I had never tried Marche before, he bought me there yesterday. Then movie, Predators.
Baby wanted to get stuffed toys for me but I don't want I rather we save the money.
He is really sweet and he pampers me whenever he can.

Then dinner back at his place, with chilli crab and baby kai lan and braised pork.
Was supposed to watch the finals but both of us can't wake up at 2 30, plus baby has to wake up at 5 plus to go back camp and I continue my sleep till I shiok then I head home to do schoolwork. FML!

I haven't done any work yet. FML FML FML.

2010-07-09T10:40:00.001+08:00

Meeting with baby on a Thursday.

Dinner at the nearby hawker with our fav dry ban mian, delicious rojak and cheng ting.

And a walk back home. If everyday could be like this. Simple. I really don't need fancy things, food or what. It's the love and companion that matters.

2010-07-06T23:50:00.005+08:00

Yesterday I went out of town again.
Yes, AGAIN.

Singapore is boring....boo!

This time round we tried Nando's that is right next to kim gary.
The Nando's at JB has no queue.

Lunch then shopping ard the mall, new bag and new cosmetics is LOVE! Plus pedicure!

2010-07-05T00:20:00.004+08:00

It's Monday, 12:20AM

I am back from my weekend getaway.

Saturday, as usual I will be going over to baby's place before heading out.
Lunch at his place then off we go, to get koi before heading down to marina sq.
Baby took sooo long to prepare...and I am like the bf who got to wait for the gf to prepare.
Book the ticket for eclipse! iphone booking damn shiok, dont need pay first :)
The show was not bad thou but I am looking forward to watch Despicable Me, this coming weekend and Marche dinner. Cross my finger that I won't get disappointed.
After movie, crabby for dinner with baby's family. yummylicious! We had crab beehoon, stir fried crab and some side dishes. Been long I ate crabsss!
Then mahjong at baby's friend's hse...the jealous bug hit me again but at least I din't show attitude, I tried to be as friendly as possible.

Sunday is stay home day and my bloody friend came to visit.

Pictures with baby :)

And I took this pic of fatty when I was leaving..looking so cute and huggable all the time

I need someone to be there for me. Someone who can listen, talk to and give advices.
I don't like to be alone for the night. I don't like to feel moody and nonsense on a Sunday night.
Sunday is the worse day of the week for now at least. And I like Fridays :)
Whatever, all these are nonsenses :)

2010-07-01T18:17:00.007+08:00

Random post.

Went to cut my hair on Tuesday and I got comments that I look younger with bangs but it is so hard to manage. I have to trim them every month. But having the comments of looking younger really perks me up! :)
And my hairstylist is as great as ever, knows what I want all the time. :)

It gonna be a super hectic month for me! FML!!!!!!!
Next month, would be slightly better I hope.

Since it is super random so are the pictures and content.

My backside itchy...so I walked into watsons hoping to find some new and interesting things. And I was thinking to buy this product for the longest time and when I was abt to walk off without buying anything, this sales lady called me and she happened to be the promoter of this brand and told me that if I get the cleanser at $21.80 I get the scrub for free!!! And I bought it! hehe! I noticed that almost all my facial products are all in green, from cleanser to toner to moisturizer to mask and such.

Item that I smug back to sg

Clip ribbon that I bought and seldom wear out

My Colour and Composition CDS Assignment and I got A- for term 1.

Happy! Besides this, I got back 2 out of 3 paper for my term test...I got borderline A for both paper. The only one left shall be the worse of all, gonna get back result for that tmr. I hate computer-related modules.

Oh yes...it is friday tmr! can rest for the weekend i hope :(
if not sian~~~~~~ july faster go aug faster come

This one, this coming week.

And this one next week I must!

2010-06-29T20:13:00.003+08:00

If I could walk thru the 2years with you.

Would you be sure u will walk thru the next 3years with me?

2010-06-28T23:24:00.004+08:00

Another JB Trip!

Super duper impromptu this time...cause I was on the bus travelling back home from baby's place in the morning when I felt "I don't feel like doing anything today but I also don't to waste my time sitting infront of the com".

So I came up with the idea of going JB...called jia si min who supposed to be the most free of all, unless she got lesson la and also plus she goes JB so often, go with her sure safe de...

And I got secret recipe cakesss for mum for her bday but too bad I reached home quite late and she is alrdy in her sleeping mode...tmr then...

Saw ppl selling those games...and I almost wanted to buy...they were selling L4D2 and for 15RM only...it is a steal!
Ask further and they say can't play online de...then sian lor...no point buying...
Too bad S'pore no longer have this kind of shops, they were still active and alive a few years back. I guess the rules are stricter now and ppl here more guai alrdy...So we have to restore to buy those expensive and legal ones.

Lunch at Kim Gary!

We shall try Nando's next time, there is no long queue at the nando's at City Sq(JB)
They were catching houseflies...........

2010-06-27T01:48:00.002+08:00

I don't like to sleep alone.
I want to fall asleep with u next to me.
You are my sleeping pill.
Never want to lose u...I love u.

2010-06-24T18:23:00.002+08:00

分手需要練習的

放开彼此的手

2010-06-14T23:03:00.015+08:00

A date with yiyi aka baby!!! :)

13June2010

Went over to baby's place as usual and lunch at hogs breath cafe at toa payoh.
I was taking my own sweet time to prepare and someone couldn't wait and start calling me while I was waiting for the bus.

Delicious set meal...with salad, drinks and dessert...my set cost $23.90.
While baby's fish cum grilled chicken was $22.90.
My first time having ribeye steak...and I am in love with it!
I can't help but keep thinking of their ribeye...but I dint take any pictures of the food.
The place is rather empty on a Sunday afternoon but they served great and big portion of food. Totally worth ur money for the amount and quality of food u paid for.
I shall rate them 3.8/5

Then we head down to marina square for movie.
Karate kid on our list...and we roam around before movie.
Baby played his drum mania while I sat there taking his pictures.
Karate kid... ratings: 3.5/5

After movie, we head over to IT show nearby as baby wanted to get his new love, laptop.

I wasn't feeling good as I wasn't much help to baby.
Rushed back home to get my card. In the end, I was more of a hindrance than help.
Ended cabbing back to toa payoh for dinner and koi.

And baby went to get his new love with his mum today.
Tagged along as well...cab back and fro funan...

I think I won't be a good daughter in law in future cause I think I really suck at it...
I really don't know how to start a conversation...
I don't know how to help out with housework...
But if I could...I would...

On a happier note, I got a new pillow at baby's place.
His mum got me a blood circulation pillow :)

I am happier out there than back home...my sister is always creating drama...and the family is in chaos...I hate to come back home and hear their whining...it is irritating...and it just stress me out!
My bed is infested and I don't feel like getting near it...

Just give me 1 1/2 year more.

Belated birthday celebration with the GFs on 9June2010

Pictures - FB

2010-06-08T10:59:00.003+08:00

Fever after i finish typing the previous post.

Temperature up and down the whole night.

Awesome birthday night lor :(

Now also feeling weak but alot better.

Been so long nvr fever le...then sudden now...fever, flu and cough.

I am kinda bored and lost now...sian sian sian~

2010-06-07T00:40:00.002+08:00

My birthday!

Nothing much or big this year.

No pictures too.

Dint get to go picnic but kbox was as usual :)

Simple day with bb and we went to sing kbox despite my condition.

Feeling extreme weak now.
Down with cold.flu..whatever u call it...haiz!!!

Night all!

2010-06-04T10:59:00.005+08:00

Huhuhuhuhuhuhu!

Mid sem test is over!

Had dinner with sam, nic and sze ling ytd.
It was nice being tgt with them again.

Was supposed to go swimming today but it was cancelled.

Two weeks break! (need stay at home do projects, WTF!)

I got lots of thing on my list.

I am going to club later.

I am going to picnic at botanical garden tmr, shall go and buy my ingredient for picnic tmr. Drew up a whole list of things-to-buy.

Then sing K with baby on sun.

I know I have been repeating my schedule but I am also very scare last min I kanna put aeroplane. Very hate and dislikes aeroplane now. The feeling is not good at all.
Shall not put too much hope for tmr...sakali I really get put aeroplane and all the effort and wishful thinking that I've been having today and few days back will be useless.

Shall not look forward to tmr or sun or mon.

Okay...shall go slack abit and buy my ingredients soon.
Ciaos!

2010-05-31T20:53:00.004+08:00

Walked into the household store today to solve the problem that has been bothering me for days/weeks. I know it is ridiculous to settle to after weeks. But it is really hell k.
Fml. This is really disaster! I hope it really helps. And because of this, got into a huge quarrel with mum and the whole family.
I really dont know how this happen. I do not want to blame it on anyone but myself.
So I shall try to solve this problem myself...except taking some money from mummy to buy the necessary stuffs to solve it.

Done with my business finance paper today.
And had lunch with my 1B08 classmates, I really miss the old time.
But too bad...we are in different class now.

Left with two more paper which is !@#$%^&*()

Clubbing on friday and maybe picnic on saturday with my girls and baby, then meet up with baby's friends after picnic then Kbox on Sunday night. Rest day on Monday. Baby took off for me!
Hehehehe! without fail, he will always be with me...love u to the max la!
Packed! But I love it.

Finally got life liao...otherwise, no life lor

Anyone in for picnic this sat?

One more week to my 18th birthday :)

I just want it simple...
Just hope i won't be disappoint

2010-05-24T00:21:00.005+08:00

Damn stress out with school proj...damn!

I really hate those NATO and MIA people.
Please get out of my life! fucking get out!

STRESS!

One more presentation and I am going to concentrate on my test which is from 31 May to 3 June.

Total 3 paper...fml!

I am really happy and delighted to have friends and bf who are concern about me.
Thank you!
I think I sucks when handling this type of stress cause I have never met people like these.

2010-05-19T19:02:00.003+08:00

如果命運可以訂做
如果有另一次選擇
我想我還是會把手讓你緊握
快樂地陪你去坎坷

就算你有天變落魄
就算你老得不能動
我想我還是會挽著你看日落
你的心疼在淚光中

嘴巴上彼此嫌麻煩
眼神中關懷那麼滿
沒說愛卻早已認定一輩子的伴

在人前從來不浪漫
在心中卻總為對方打算
最懂的人最暖的伴

就算我以後變囉嗦
就算我老了有病痛
我想你還是會照顧我到最後
隱藏脆弱不眠不休

沒有辛酸沒有遺憾
什麼是陪伴什麼是心安你是答案

I think this song is meaningful
We were never sweet but we know we are meant to be.

2010-05-17T23:02:00.006+08:00

Oh hell...projects, school, mid semester test and tutorials is sucking my blood out everyday.

I am so tense up :(
The time I can really slow down would be my semester break in September! I can't wait!!!
Maybe for now, it is weekend that I can really slow down my pace.

For now, I am trying hard to finish work on time and trying to run ahead of the deadlines.

Wednesday, individual presentation for Japanese culture and language class...I need to prepare my speech!
Friday, project deadline. I din't really participate much in that project, I guess my groupmates is going to mark me down for peer evaluation but seriously I don't care anymore.
Next Monday, another project deadline. This project is hell for me as I am consolidating everything. And no one gonna mark me down for this, I suppose~

Everything will be followed by mid semester test...holy shit!

Then term break.......then my birthday! which is during term break.

Not excited about birthday this year as it shows that I am turning older.
So from now onwards, no multiples candles on cakes

Weekend was great with baby around.
As usual, I would be going down to find him and for koi!
My addiction to koi :)
A must-have every weekend for now till I get tired of it.
Baby said that I act like a kid...cause when I see there is no pearls in my bubble tea, I make ugly faces and look at him with my watery eyes hoping to see pearls appearing in my bubble tea. Cause he is the one who ordered.
Shopping with his family at amk hub ytd, super envy lor...baby got two levis jeans.
shiok ttm la...now i know why he insist of tagging out to shop with his mum rather than stay at home to sleep.
Baby was looking at makeup cases...keep checking and comparing the price at this particular store selling different sizes of case...and I told him right in the face...do not get that for my birthday, I will kill you!

I want to go picnic at botanical garden!!!

2010-05-12T17:24:00.001+08:00

Our 30th, it's been 2yrs and 6mths.
I hope nothing will ever change for us.
I want to be counting on every 12th.
Thank you for being there, loving me.

PS: I am blogging on my iphone on the bus :X

2010-05-09T18:42:00.009+08:00

hahaha! I am making up for the week+ that I dint blog :)

Went Chinatown with bb as he need to do his things, some household matter.
Then had lunch at the hawker centre and trained down to PS for movie.

Just came back from watching movie with bb
Watched Ip Man2.
I requested to watch that over iron man2 cause I felt it is a better show.
True indeed!
I think I am starting to like action flick

BB had to go back to camp so our day ended early.
I am starting to miss him again.
He asked me what I wanted for my birthday :)
It is the thoughts that counts not the expensive present.
Maybe your company is the best present?
Updates 10May2010 6:40pm: Maybe trip to universal studio tgt? But that will be hard thou
It is okay, I want you will do :)

On the phone with bb before meeting up

PS: I am feeling so stress up for project...fml!

2010-05-09T00:11:00.004+08:00

Hasn't been blogging for almost week+.
Perhaps school is mainly the reason why. and maybe a lack of followers?

Yeah...school really sucks ttm.
But I alrdy got used it.
Yeah...I decided to be a loner.
I really miss my previous class. It is so much better, seriously.
Now I am happier alone, I am happy with the current amount of friends I have.

My days were just dull. To and fro from school.
Trying to do my tutorial and projects.
Still trying very hard to get used to doing PBL project.
It is not easy and I am still kinda lost...
Haizzz...I am worried that my gpa will drop even further this semester.
Cause...I do better in my coursework and it is really an impt percentage for me to score well, I can't really rely on examinations. I sucks at them.
GG to me!

I love all my friends I have now :)
Thanks for the encouragement and listening ear.

Short dinner with baby today :)
He has been very busy and I think there wasn't much quality time spend.
Either he is busy at camp or busy with his household matters.
Anyway, he is looking forward to September when he ords, so do I!
Really happy and contented with him although I complain all the time.
Whenever he has money, he will bring me out to eat, buy me my favourite koi but he just don't like to buy junk food for me and don't buy durians for me :(
But I still I really love him and thanks for being there, listening to my grumbles.

2010-04-28T20:00:00.002+08:00

I need a place to vent.
This semester is great cause it is quite relaxing but what really sucks is the people.
To realise that I got no one that I am really good with in class and everyone got their own clinques already.
This is even worse than the first time I just got into tp.
This semester or rather rest of the year is going to be sucky.
Anyway, I am going to be very very positive about this, I am not going to cry. Never be upset.
I am trying my very best this time.
Maybe I will complain but I just need a place or someone I can confide in.
But this time I need a place only cause this feeling will never be known to anyone nor who understand. =)

Ganbatte! :)

2010-04-25T01:27:00.004+08:00

Different meaningful quotes. in life.

“Love is a two-sided issue: Just as it can give one the greatest ecstasy, it can cause one the greatest pain. Yet most of us are willing to take the risk.”

—	Khalil Gibran

“Love: it is the hardest habit to break and the craving most difficult to satisfy.”

—	Drew Barrymore

“Bottom line is that couples that are truly right for each other wade through the same crap as everybody else. But the big difference is they don’t let it take them down.”

—

Scrubs

“Success is to be measured not so much by the position that one has reached in life… as by the obstacles which he has overcome while trying to succeed.”

—	Booker T. Washington

“What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.”

—	Chuck Palahniuk

“Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are.”

—	Kurt Cobain

“I’d rather be hated for who I am, than loved for who I am not.”

—	Kurt Cobain

“Confidence is that feeling by which the mind embarks in great and honorable courses with a sure hope and trust in itself.”

—

Cicero

“Love makes you do crazy things, insane things, things in a million years you wouldn’t see yourself doing, but there you are doing them.”

—	Movie: Wicker Park

2010-04-21T23:00:00.003+08:00

Post of the day.

Photos credits to The Sartorialist

This came across my mind that, will we be seeing these sight in Singapore soon?
Since it is quite popular in UK and Japan.
Would our culture be able to accept this?
Maybe we would. But no drags please.
Look at how these guys carry out these skirts, nice!

formspring.me

2010-04-21T22:42:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/shesadeline

2010-04-21T18:20:00.004+08:00

When I send out a sms/msg, I hope to get reply.
Be it slow, delay or late.
At least I know that I am smsing/msging, someone who is alive.
You are starting to piss me off with your ignorance towards my sms/msg.
I don't mind late.delayed msg.
Have the heart to reply. Thanks.
I am really disappointed.
Sometimes, I perform little tantrum not because I love or like showing them cause at time I am really disappointed with the behaviour and treatment I am given by you.
When I want to share something interesting of my day through sms, I get no reply. It is like WTF!
Don't tell me, u got on the bus/mrt, found a seat and "pong" fall asleep.
Or u reach home, see your bed, "pong" fall asleep.
A reply would be great like "That sounds nice, share with me later in the day, I am busy, let's talk later."
I also happy what. Better than no reply then make me feel like some idiots.
Anyway, forget it. I sms some random ppl also better than sms you, at least I get replies and know that my sms got send out. haha!

Okay, aside aside.

So far, school is okay.
Been going to lectures with cheryl and nicholas cause I am alone in my new class and I yet to know anyone. And that really sucks!

I went for my first cds on Japanese language and culture.
I think I will love it. Was suppose to do an individual presentation and I chose the topic "CHADO" - Tea ceremony.
If got any information regarding Japanese Tea ceremony, please tell me!
Like where to get the utensils etc.
Hehehehehe! Thanks in advance!
Was suppose to do self-introduction in jap class, other than the name etc.
Next, it was why I chose Japanese class? Easy - I want to visit Japan one day with smelly.

Also get to meet new classmates today.
So far so good =)
I think it can be better, must interact more......

Thats all. Gonna flood myself in "school work" (surf net all-day long........)

Sayonara!

2010-04-18T18:10:00.002+08:00

I hate to be alone again.
Those tears coming back but I believe I will be okay.
Bb is really supportive so are some of my friends.
This feeling of knowing no one and being alone sucks ttm!

2010-04-16T23:34:00.004+08:00

Wednesday
Out with the girls to bugis then to town.
Got this scheduler at a steal of $3! And a top at $15!

Thursday
Small gathering with classmates before the new sem starts and change of class.
Went to marina barrage and I prepared egg and crabmeat mayo sandwich, my first attempt at egg mayo etc. =X
Then it rained...and our things went flying~ because of the wind

haix.......sch is starting...
Good thing is...I do not have any lesson Monday. So it is sort of long weekend for me.
Sad and bad thing is...I got no one whom I know got into the same class as me.
Almost everyone got company except me...... T.T
Haix...I dread school again...
I hate hanging around in sch alone, imagine eating lunch alone. oh sucks!
I guess if I were to eat alone, I would stave than eat alone.
I think library should be my best friend now =)
Every challenge in life just make me better.
Be it small or big ones.
Although, it sucks, there is nothing I can do but suck thumb lor.
Just treat it as an opportunity to make new friends, know new people.
And I think I really need to expand my social circle as well.
I think I do lack of friends = Imma anti-social T.T

Anyway, go Adeline! =D

2010-04-13T22:51:00.001+08:00

在人海茫茫中，我遇见了你。
这是我们的缘分。

2010-04-13T12:44:00.008+08:00

Yesterday ended well.
Lazy monday =)
It is a nice thing that bb dress well when going out with me.
And I was in tees and jeans lor and he was in suit -_-
Had lunch at the food court and got ice cream milk tea from koi again.
Then head down to PS for movie...bought our ticket and went window shopping till i forgot the time for our movie.
Clash of the Titans is a nice movie...was thinking that we gonna watch action film again.
But to realise that all the action film that i watch with bb was rather nice, so far dint regret watching those film with him with the exception of red cliff 1 which i fell asleep 45mins into the show. Currently, would recommend watching Clash of the Titans, other than action it has an interesting storyline.
After movie, walked down to Somerset 313 cause mountain turtle too busy and haven't step into new mall yet so bought mountain turtle go see-see.
Then back to bb hse for home cooked dinner.

Short day but its been long since we spend time like this.

Took this while bb is talking...that explains the classic face.

Random pictures with cute fatty!

2010-04-12T01:37:00.001+08:00

The 29th

2010-04-11T16:30:00.004+08:00

哭过就不会痛了吗?

可是我的眼泪一直流不停

Hate it when I read something that I don't want to know, and my heart sinks, tears fell.
Yeah, curiosity kills the cat.
That's the worse ever.
Then my xiao jie pi qi just added up to everything and there comes the heat argument.
And I heed those advice from others, ask, voice out and communicate.
I did these. I got the explanation and communicated, I felt better.
However, there is this stone in me that I can never put down.
I am still insecure.
Or it is time, I let loose of this bad habit of controlling and stop cry over small little things and fuck the jealousy bug in me.
I don't want to make things worse with my bad habits. It is time for a good good talk.

to keep u close to my heart

2010-04-10T22:41:00.006+08:00

Nonetheless, it is another night alone.
Woke up to kisses this morning but left abruptly.
It was a rather embarrassing moment that I do not wish to imagine myself in again.
Cause I know I am someone who do not know how to communicate, I think I sucks at that.
At times, I really worried that others might get the wrong idea and think I am snobbish which I might or might not be. I can't say that I am perfect. No one is perfect.

Was feeling wtf ytd...I was like...I hope I never see anything...however, the curiosity in me is just so fucked up!
To realise that the closer u are, the less noticeable u gonna be.

2010-04-07T00:59:00.002+08:00

Just receive this in my email.

It is like WTF!

I am not pissed with the seller but with singpost.

Talk about efficiency.....right~

No wonder la...my mails goes back to the mailer/seller and take donkey years just to reach me.

Then other type of mail damn fast hor! You know what type of mail la, those that take money from you de lor...what more to expect~ haix...

2010-04-05T23:29:00.007+08:00

Dinner with the girls at town - pepper lunch.

Yun came over my place before we head down as I am getting casing and screen protector from her and she helped me with my ringtone and itunes. I am really a noob at gadgets stuff.

Then we went down to town to meet yee and jas.
And it is dinnertime...super hungry me!

Meet my new baby

Eh JASMINE! Gamer lei you!

Right now I must know what I am doing.
I cannot put my happiness at risk.
You are always something I wanted, I am not going to let this happiness run away from my hands and regret about it. I am not going to let go till you do, even so I am still gonna grab it tight till I breath my last. I gonna slap myself awake before I take this wrong step to hurt this happiness.

2010-04-02T22:44:00.005+08:00

Suddenly,Imissyou.
BeendaysfeelinglikethisbutIhadnoonetoturnto,notevenanyone.
ThewarmhugI'llnevergetagain.
Ashortterminteractionbutalongtermlost.
Thereisnoturningback.
Ireallyhopethatthisispmsthatiscausingthosetears.
IwillshowyouthatIwillbehappyinhisarms.
Ipromiseyouforthesacrificesyouhadmadeforus.
Iwillbehappy.

2010-03-31T22:41:00.007+08:00

Going to blog a little first before my gg ep16 finish buffering.

Monday evening, met up with munyee and jasmine to amk hub.
On the way, pass yee her new specs.
I forced them to eat astons with me so we walked to this coffeeshop near amk hub to have our dinner. Juicy tender sirloin steak just makes me melt~
On the way, I/we bought Koi bubble tea!

Then we walked back to amk hub and we decided to catch a movie.
Impromptu decision.
Its been very long since I last watched movie with girlfriends.
We watched "How to train your dragon" in 3D.
Such a coincidence that I saw bb's younger sis there, I was like who called me sia
It is a small world after all and I was super paiseh to see her cause I never...... (inside joke between yee, jas and me)
Cabbed back home with them.
It was nice hanging out with them =)

As usual, I will camwhore before heading out

Attempt to get yee out of the picture...but she still manage to squeeze in

Yesterday, I was home all day long.
Din't even step out of my doorstep cause I stocked up cup noodles for lunch already.

Today, I went out to get macs for lunch as I finished my cup noodles.
Went to supermarket and get two more cup noodles and yogurt! =)
Then to watsons to get my nail polish remover to get rid of my ugly nails polish which I applied over the weekends and din't remove cause I run out of nail polish remover =X

French manicure, anyone?
But in hot pink and black.

First: Start with your base coat, base coat will protect your nails and prevent it from turning yellowish and for easy remover.

Second: Hot pink nail polish. I got them from TFS (most of my polish were from TFS, $2.90 each). Apply two coat and wait till the first coat to dried up (at least 70% dried) before applying the second coat.

Third: Apply black nail polish to the tip, you can get french tip sticker or scotch tape to help you with it. Even better, freehand! =)

Fourth (optional): Choose to add a little gold shimmer.

Lastly: Finish off with a top coat =)

hMmm...should I do a few nail tutorials?
Maybe I should...before the new semester starts.

PS: I coloured my right hand with bright orange with the same design as well. Right now I got hot pink and bright orange nails.

formspring.me

2010-03-31T13:52:00.001+08:00

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/shesadeline

2010-03-30T01:43:00.007+08:00

Feeling emotional at this time is not good.
The reason why others get to keep but I got to lose.
Perhaps different people has different fate, so is mine.
Some things in life is just not destined to be.

2010-03-28T23:50:00.022+08:00

Update as usual.

Meeting up with the polymates on Friday.
Went to have dim sum at this hotel near cityhall but sadly the restaurant was under renovation so we changed venue to harbourfront centre to have our dim sum brunch.
We ordered damn lots of food, don't have any pictures here.
Shall upload them once I get them =)

The food stacking up, high.

Total bill for 8pax

This is not fatty, just another dog we saw at pet safari

You gonna to be seeing this cute animal.

It is fluffy and wow! Damn cute lor if you were to see it.
The messy fur is the main feature lor...I like!!!!!!!!!!!! It is like cuter than any other pets.
And I told bb abt this cute rabbit I saw, bb please get it for me~~~
Anyway, this rabbit was put in a cage that was supposed to put dogs and it look frighten.

It is really really really very cute!!!
I cannot stop thinking about it.
Could someone tell me the breed?
PS: I found the breed!!! It is called Lionhead rabbit if I am not wrong!!!

BB, if u see this. thank you in advance ah...=P

Then the others left shortly then left me, cheryl and sam so we went walking around vivo and settled down for tea break at secret recipe as they were having this tea break offer going on.
Sam left shortly then waited for cheryl's bf to reach and headed back home for my dinner =)

While in the fitting room of pull and bear, cheryl thinks this is my kind of dress and I tried and fell in love right away. But it is $49.90. Any kind soul...hahahaha!

Saturday n Sunday is BB day!
As usual, I head down to toa payoh. machiam like my second home liao =X
I love lazy afternoon with bb as I will take afternoon nap that I din't intend to.

Today, was shopping for groceries at the supermarket, bb paid for 3/4 of my items at the supermarket, I got 2 cup noodles, 8pieces of nutella and 2 box of jagabee!!!!! (I remember to bring back my stuffs today!)

I came upon this at the supermarket but din't get it! Below--->

I know it is blur, it is the Pringles Potato Chips in BlueBerry and Hazelnut
Alright, I shall admit that I am sua ku or what.
But all along I thot that chips should be salty instead of sweet until I saw this.
I also saw another flavour, something lemon and ... forgot alrdy.

Just had dinner at bb's place.

How can I not love him more everyday.
Someone who accept me for who I am cause I am not those type of girls who is automatic at his place. I wouldn't volunteer to help. Yeah, this is not a very proud thing to say.
But it is really a relive that his family din't really say infront of me that they don't like my behaviour or whatsoever cause I've seen friends around having problems with their bf's family in a way or another but it is really a relive for me. Cross my fingers!
I am also feeling quite bad for my behaviour as I am really not those nice girls around, I sucks at doing housework, I am not good at boot-licking etc. I don't know basic courtesy. I am just me, she's adeline. Thank you for those all those acceptance =)

On my playlist: If we ever meet again by Timbaland ft Katy Perry - NICE!

2010-03-28T23:50:00.016+08:00

Bubble Tea

Guess we are all familiar with bubble tea.
And I am a lover for bubble tea so I decide to blog about this drink.
I've been drinking them since I was 12 which is almost 10years ago.
I remembered the first time I drank this was with my cousin. She was a year older than me and of course seen slightly more things that I did at that time. She bought me to this taiwan snack and drink shop (which no longer exists, closed down already) located at tiong bahru plaza, I was only 11-12 at that time. She said those pearls were tadpole egg, of course it wasn't la...that chewy taste of the pearl and jasmine green tea can no longer be found in sg.
But still I am in love with bubble tea.

Some might say about the sugar content, the so-called pearl and the milk which are the fattening and unhealthy part of this drink. Fruit juice or plain water would be a better choice, oh crap!

Let me list down those that I will drink and recommend~

The most common and easiest to find would be the sweetalk brand which is also the cmi one.
Can be found anywhere! I would only get it if I got no other choice. Is like pi bu de yi then drink de.

Followed by each-a-cup. It is slightly better than sweetalk only lor.
And it is also slightly expensive than sweetalk lor. nicer ma~
Outlets also not available everywhere.

Then it is the usual cup walker that I get, the one that can meet my standard of good quality bubble tea. And it is also bigger than the standard size that means grow fat more easily lor.
The average price about $2 lor.
I love their honey milk tea. My number 1 flavour when I order bubble tea.
Their original pearl milk tea also nice and their pudding topping also worth trying =)
Can be found at north areas I think. Compass point! Nearest to me!

Lastly, Koi. This is nice, I am currently addicted to koi than any other brand liao.
At the verge of giving up on cup walker liao. =X
GG to me cause it is also more expensive and most expensive de. =(
Koi allows customer to choose sugar level, the sweetest that I had tried would be 50%, I don't dare go beyond that. It is really yummy! Honey milk tea as usual.
For a standard size, already $2.90 liao.
Not available everywhere too.

Anyway, above are based on my individual comments, views and likings.
I am not in any way related to them.

- shesadeline

2010-03-25T22:52:00.008+08:00

Been home and looking for nice chinese songs.
Cause I been listen either to kpop or english songs.
Realised that my chinese songs are some outdated and old ones.

Personally would recommend A-Lin
Still remember her 失戀無罪 not bad.
Recently, she got new album and I like few of the songs from the album.
I think I am a sucker for emotional chinese songs.

以前，以後

AND

分手需要練習的

Another would be Jane Zhang 张靓颖, she is good at R&B
I like the 新不了情 sang by her. Very nice lor!
And also 我们说好的
Recently, she also got new songs.
如果這就是愛情
and it seems like every song in the album also nice =X

These two are called 实力派 by me.

2010-03-24T20:30:00.008+08:00

Yesterday was a fruitful day =)

I get to meet different people in my life.

Went to office in the early afternoon to meet up with the old colleagues.
Had lunch with the old gang, I miss them and also teabreak with them and uncle.
It's been almost a year since I left the company le, so long alrdy.

Then to meet Cheryl at Orchard, and got legging jeans from uniqlo =)
We were talking about blinging my yet-to-arrive iphone and her itouch.
Excited! Going to Arab Street to get crystal to bling our casing!
Right now, I am doing lots of research online and I am thinking if it is more worth it to get the crystals and DIY myself or might as well get those already bling and nice.
Having second thoughts of blinging it cause I saw a casing that I liked at pasar malam and it cost only $15! and maybe can bargain lei...hmmm........
Cause think about it, the epoxy glue will cost about $8, clear iphone casing $8 and around $15 for crystal and such. How how how~~~

Design that I Google online =)

After Cheryl left with her bf, I went around walking while waiting for Jas and Yee to reach.
Then we went to lucky plaza to get Jas's perfume and went for dinner at Taka basement.
And went to get Yee's specs frame at FarEast.

And I slept at 3am this morning. Cool, ain't I?

Woke up and feeling weak but my mind is full of blings.
I am a kan chiong spider!
Went to get my late lunch and felt better after eating.
Cause I was thinking to skip lunch and such cause got no $$$ left alrdy =(
I left my groceries that i bought during last weekends at bb's place, I forgot to bring them home!
I left my two cups of instant noodles, my nutella chocolate and bbq cracker! =(

Can I show my pastel coloured nails? lols!

The self-obsessed me!

I was sort of clearing my things and I happened to find old stuffs.
Old pictures and letter with the first one.
It was a terrible love I had cause I was almost crying everyday.
Maybe I was young at that time, too naive already.
I was mention on the will...lols! money was kept aside for a japan trip for me.
Wahhh...I wonder if this is for real or not now? lols!
Thing that I found: Old locket

Anyway, I no longer got any feelings. So it was just for entertainment =)

The awesome view just outside my bedroom window =)

I love how funshion upload gossip girl episodes...I been catching gossip girl thru funshion.
It was telecast in US every Mon and I get to watch it on funshion on Wed.
Wonderful issit...don't have to wait for pathetic sg tv station to show them.
Just download funshion to laptop =)
And as for antm, I need to do a big search to get the latest episode on youtube lor but at least it is so much faster than what they are showing here.

White little baby faster come, mama waiting for you!
I am going to pamper you like a little princess!
12 more days, baby baby baby!
I am siao gi na!

2010-03-22T16:12:00.006+08:00

It is coming on the 5April!

White white BABY!!!

Dancing around my house like a siao gi na!

Can't wait to tell bb so he can have his back!
I know he demands my white one but... =(

I am going to have zombie farm! And many others apps...lols!
Although I am using one now but it is different from having my own!
And it is 16gb and in white! paying $198 for it! (I can hear money rolling off my pocket)
I am going to zhng it with lots of blings blings and make everything girly!

btw, i just harvest my onions on zombie farm!
I know I do sound like some freaks who stick 24/7 to their game.
But it is holidays ma......

I wanna get a tattoo...was somehow reminded by Yee(cause she want to get one).
Its been long since I wanted one but I dint really action or mention.
I told bb about getting a tattoo and he was like if I were to put one, he won't want me =(
At that time, I was on the phone with him and he was home and his mum was next to him and he asked his mum, Adeline can put tattoo you want? I was like WTF! bb's mum also say no no.
So bye, body art!

I was reading some blogs and came across the advertorial about this amazing private resort with private pool. Very nice lor, got awesome view and such.
Cause of private pool can go skinny dipping and tan naked without worries of having tan lines.
But the price also awesome! u know~
I want my honeymoon there bb!

2010-03-22T01:18:00.001+08:00

wanting hard for my 3GS

hope this time can lor...if not, give up liao la...go get a normal usable phone and return bb his iphone lor

2010-03-19T00:13:00.005+08:00

Just thinking that I'm being noticed by you =)

I know I am very silly for asking for attention

Because I am a girl!
but this mv overly sad for anyone. don't watch everybody!

I shall keep this post as long as it is (on the first page), so u'll see it and get happy with it
Dedicated for the sweetest person in my life, my only love

Be my no.1 stalker =)

2010-03-18T23:15:00.007+08:00

I got my haircut today at Storm Century Sq, brave the pouring rain and went out without umbrella. I rather be drenched than taking umbrella out. I hate taking umbrellasss!
I think I finally found a good hairstylist so I went back to her again cause she really knows what I want and their price are quite reasonable for wash, blow and cut at $20.90 on weekdays.
Then I walked to TM to get my ripples slippers at $9.90, I am more of a slipper type of girl nowadays. Last time, at work, heels were my favourites!
Now, it is flats, pumps, slippers and more slippers.
Last time was dress dress dress. Now? Shorts, shorts shorts.
I know my style from glam to lok ko
Aiya, nvm...in school what. Moreover, I realised that guys in school and everywhere are damn shallow, look at pretty girls only and then said looks are not important.

I went out to town ytd and got my etude house AC clinic cleansing foam...wanted to go JB and get it but etude house JB got no AC clinic cleansing foam...sadded lor.
And I got light blue and lavender nail polish from MFS...trying pastel colours now instead of the usual red family.

2010-03-18T00:40:00.006+08:00

Why do my days felt so long when u are not around and it pass so fast when u're next to me

Do u feel that way too?

Guess this weekend is not going to be good anyway.
Haisss...

Not looking forward...no no no

I hate my days alone...it make me feels ultra lonely...perhaps i am used to my days with u around

But it seems quite hard nowadays as it gonna be busy for you
So right now for me, independent is the new black!
LOLS!

2010-03-17T22:21:00.013+08:00

Btw, if you guys got time watch this and of course make sure u got good command of chinese if not find someone who understands lor

http://v.youku.com/v_show/id_XMTU0NjM2Mjc2.html

It about the four phrases/stages in a relationship.
It somehow make me tear when I was going thru this video, it does make sense and i do realise which stage we are in...i hope we can walk thru the fourth stage which is the last stage tgt.

我们在一起相互扶持，一起开创属于我们的人生，
我们在一起不会相互牵绊而会相互鼓励勤，相互成长。

2010-03-17T00:32:00.013+08:00

Woohoo! I just got back from JB.
It was an impromptu decision to head to JB with the girls

I haven't sleep thou...hahaha!
The time now is 12:33a.m.

It was a fun and opened eye experience with the girls at JB because our eyes must be BRIGHT!
If not later........

Met the girls up at bugis to take the express bus thing
Paid ard SGD$2.40 for our bus ticket.

Then we had late lunch at kim gary!!!
Mad loves! cause it is cheap and delicious.
We ordered two main dish, french toast and seaweed fries including three drinks only less than RM50 lor...sibei good deal!

Then after lunch we went walking ard city square and spent an hr in padini...I bought one blouse at abt S$2o...
and we continue to walk ard other places in city square, not much difference in their price thou....but overall it was nice....
I got a truck cap & nail art thingy

And I wanna go etude hse so we cabbed down to jusco tebrasu to realise that there is no etude house there and it was back at city square, fml for giving the wrong info and ftl for following me, we spent abt rm40 taking cab back and fro and we were keep alert during the journey cause we were scare that the driver will take us somewhere else.

But overall...the first driver want to go by meter and we agreed, the trip was abt rm18 with slight traffic jam but we gave the cab driver rm2 tips and he smiled...hahahaha!

But when we wanted to go back that cab driver demand rm20 from us so we agreed lor cause it was abt that price when we came earlier...

Then I got a blush from elianto, a blackhead scrub from etude house for sister, kueh lapis for family, secret recipe cake (abt 3 for s$10), some local products.

And we had stonegrill for dinner...

It was an exciting trip for us as we took a cab...cause it is really dangerous for us to take cab as we are all girls in a foreign place...but i am glad we came back to sg safely =)

2010-03-15T22:27:00.008+08:00

Gave baby my handmade photo album ytd.

It was a last min decision to meet up and cabbed down to his place at 9.
Got to tell my mum that I am going for movie instead of going down to bb's place.
Cause mama don't allow me to go over at this period of time.
But I already asked bb if it was convenience for me to be there and he said okay.

I went all the way for him...I don't care about any comments, whatsoever...I just want to be next to him when he needs me...I love you.

Woke up at 10am this morning as bb need to do some prayer thingy and his relatives were here too including his cousin...very the noisy lor...but we got a good time playing with the kids =)

Then we went for dinner at Himawari again!
And this time we bought his mum along...hehe!

This time no pictures...as I think it is not a good time for pictures thou......
For picture, refer to oct2009

Bb going back camp tmr after almost a week.........and I am back home to spend my own holidays...no job on hand! wtf lor!

Again another holis at home shake leg lor

I like posting random pictures nowadays...it is nice rather than having those wordy lengthy blog

And some pictures has their own meaning and it links back to things that I wanna blog about

2010-03-14T15:36:00.004+08:00

I love you too much.

Blame me for my naive behaviour to hurt you.

I should wake up man! This is so wrong, damn wrong.

2010-03-13T15:39:00.004+08:00

Right now...I am trying my best to be understanding.

I started to live life on my own. I walked, sit, day-dream.

Although initial plan was cancelled.

Life is unexpected.

I hope b will take care of himself.

Right now I am home. No one wants me now =(
I am not welcome at gram's place and friends are all busy.

Tmr also would be home alone again...sian ttm...
Mum they all going out for some one-day trip thingy...
Unless some kind soul would bring me out gai gai...but I doubt so...

Alrights...I am going to roam ard my house and find things to do...settle my own dinner tonight...
Wahhh....damn sian can~

But no choice............Be understanding ADELINE!

2010-03-12T00:49:00.001+08:00

the 28th

=) i remember only

2010-03-09T23:27:00.005+08:00

Everything gonna be okay.

I'll be there for you who needs me at this point of time.

Be it a silent me or a supporting shoulder, I will be there.

Sketchbook/album book is done but now is not the appropriate time to give it out.

Now I am feeling hungry cause I skipped dinner. Was full just now lor.

Anyway, appetite was slightly affected when I heard about it. So was my mood.

Haix...I really wonder how you are doing, I want to be there for you.

2010-03-05T18:43:00.011+08:00

Mahjong, Steamboat, Prawning on 4/3/2010

This holiday slightly more entertainment =)

Mahjong
I only lost $2 for a beginner lor...we played 10c,20c then later increase to 20c,40c
Consider not bad alrdy...haha!

Steamboat at zhengfa
I am only interested in their fonduesss!
The food...so so lor cause I think I dont really enjoy buffet nowadays
I used to eat till the food is till my throat which is 10/10 but now I eat till I am 7/10 and I stopped alrdy.

Prawning at bottle tree park but hor it was too packed lor and they only got one pond so we change venue to bishan. At least got more space however, my prawning skill still sucks to the max. I only caught 1 prawn in one and a half hr.

Reached home ard 12midnight and saw this on my table!

My pong pong water and shills BB cream!

Abit no mood to blog about happy events...wait till I am better then blog bah.

My eyes were puffy this morning and I know I deserved it.
I stayed till almost 4am in bed crying till I fell asleep.
The last time, I cried to sleep was 2+years back.
This time I was too emotional and think too much into small little things.
But being a girl, I think alot...I get emotional easily, more sensitive.
To realise that I might be taken for granted...that i'll never leave.

Appetite hasn't been good since morning...I ate instant noodles but only finish 3/4 of it and threw it away...went out ard 4 and I was hungry and shared one big bao with yee.
Parents bought delicious dinner home but I don't feel like eating but I went to tell my mum that I want lots and lots of bbq chicken wing when she called me.

Hope tmr would be a better day...I am going for McDonald breakfast
I am trying to hide my feelings, control my emotion
I don't want to spoil the day, the weekends

2010-03-05T00:44:00.011+08:00

When things are changing, I'll just let it change.
Sometimes, I don't know if I am thinking too much into it or...i am too paranoid
I was wondering why u dint bother to notice me. But u notice others.........
haix...comments...where's mine...ignore =/
obviously fb, i hate.

It is not that I don't understand personal space
I am also an attention seeker, someone who seeks for your attention, yours.
I knew I am not pretty or whatever a perfect girl would be but at least I am me
I wasn't that pretty girl u first met...i grew horizontally

I was at prawning just now when i heard this jay zhou song - 彩虹
In this song, there was a lyrics that was familiar and sweet to me at that time and all the time
"看不見你的笑我怎麼睡的著"
This song is on repeat mode now.
All the sweet memories came flashing back. Then someone next to me at the pond said "有了！有了！" and then I woke up from my dreams. I caught my first prawn while dreaming.

I was thinking that u will never come this place of mine anymore
Whatever I wrote would never be seen by you =)
I can reminisce all I want.........

我好想倒立，眼泪在夜里一直在流。
当你觉得理所当然时，你不再努力想办法让我开心了，不再想理会我了，我跌了你从没想来看看我，我也知道你累，你忙，可是。。。我只要多一点爱和关心, 算就当作我又在闹脾气吧, 就当我又不会为你想。
时间旧了，可能我也麻木了，累了，泪也哭干了。就让时间慢慢淡化一切吧。
就让我自作多情下去吧。
自作地想着会有将来, 为了我们的将来而储蓄, 是我太天真或想嫁想疯，两者吧。

那裏有彩虹告訴我
能不能把願望還給我
為甚麼天這麼安靜
所有的雲都跑到我這裏

2010-03-03T22:59:00.006+08:00

Happy day for me.
But bad day for my pocket.

It was a last min decision to meet up with cheryl
Met her at paya lebar and we went over to city plaza
So sad that nothing caught my eyes and we went off empty handed. me empty-handed.
Maybe its been too long since I last shop for clothes, everything just don't catch my eyes.
Sian ttm!

Then we went down to town.
Had mac for late lunch and continue to comb the place.
Then to forever 21 and I got earrings!
Forever 21 is a place I must never step in, because of the wide range of accessories they have.
I can't help myself but added a few more accessories to my collection. =X
Then went over to Sephora. Alrights, that was a killer!
I bought my so-called nude lipstick from mac =XXX
And blot powder. fml! I am spending again. shit la!
But I am happy lor! I must be insane!
Last stop, was far east plaza. Wanted to get slipper cause my slipper cmi le~

Okay! I am happy because after so long I can spend!!!
It is really very hard for me cause I am not born with a sliver spoon or whatever shit.
And working my ass off(btw, i am not selling my ass) is the only way to get that extra income to feed my desire to buy things and shops for things I want.
Imagine living without a cent in ur pocket or bank acc. That feeling really sucks!
Yeah, in future I am not going to let my kids be like me.
I want them to live in luxury.

Can't wait tmr with the polymates! heheS!
Steamboating!

Can't for weekends cause bb got weekend this week also, sat and sun!
And next week fri sat sun...woohoo! happy girl is me!!!

Now, installing CS3 on my sister's laptop.
My laptop abit siao siao, the CD drive cannot work so I use hers to try out CS3

Anyway, does anyone knows how to make pictures look vintage without lomo camera or photoshop? Any similar software like photoscape?

2010-03-02T10:38:00.005+08:00

Too much changes in life to realise that I have already grown up
When responsibilities and dreams comes into the picture
Taking up responsibilities and when dreams were created
Till now, I don't know what I am looking forward to
Life has to get a plan but mine was disaster
It is impossible without a plan or goal
Sometimes I wish that my plan and goal include no one except myself
But living in this society, where old parents and young family comes tgt
It is impossible.

Right now, everything for me is a disaster
Nothing seems to be on the right track
I gonna start everything old and crave my own career when others are making big bucks
Nonetheless, a new family wouldnt never be created without career
Finding the right one is hard but staying alone is even harder
But this is also a good as there are no additional responsibilities
It is good to have dreams and motive myself towards it
It just seems so impossible now for me, i want to start a new phrase of life but I am struck here
However, there is no easy way out for me, going by the old traditional way of life and living is the long one
~~Big apartment~~, ~~luxury car~~, ~~million annual income~~ for me

2010-03-02T01:02:00.009+08:00

Dinner with the girls despite my injured stupid leg

Cam whore before I head out to meet them and I am still early lor!!!

Please scroll down fast if u don't want to see gross images. I did inform u guys!

The pus!!! eeekkkk! I hate to know that I got to peel off my skin slowly when it heals

In the afternoon

At night

Slowly the girls came and we walked over to the zi char stall to have our dinner.
This place is often frequent by me and my family, I love their soup base!
So this time i bought them along! =)

as usual we got pranksss =)

The main character

Ong's baby kailan

Jas's Sweet and sour pork (I also love this!)

Beancurd

Oyster Omelette

Our finished food!!!

Group pic!

Then to selegie tau huay!

Not to mention that it was really sweet of the girls to get me antiseptic cream from guardian.
Thanks babes! Love you girls for the sweet sweet concern!

That's all for now...ciaos!

2010-02-28T22:47:00.010+08:00

I kiss the floor today and got 50cents on my right knee.
I hate those wound that would take weeks to heal.
The hassle I will get when I bathe. sucks!

I think tiger year is not a good year for me =(
Superstitious mindset =X

Class bbq on friday and clubbing after that.

Met sam first before our class bbq, had ochacha at paragon
I love their green tea ice blended 5/5!
Then cheryl came before we head over to meet the rest of the class
It is sad that I'll be leaving my wonderful class
Hope that I could end up with a few nice close ones next semester
Which is very very hard that I'll end up the same class

Clubbing with cheryl and gang, yun and gang and yee!

At lunar

I super suay...got diarrhea then now fell down.
Then got scary incident when i cab home after club...dash back home lor.

Good start for the year
HUAT AH!

PS: 12mar bb apply for leave! its two weeks away but i already thot of what to do.
Hope nth goes wrong =)

2010-02-25T22:26:00.000+08:00

2010-02-25T14:57:00.001+08:00

This afternoon I went to get lunch.
Stocked up on meiji low fat yogurt and nissin instant noodle in 4 different flavours~
Cause I predicted that I need them! lols!
Yogurt is when I am craving and my mouth itchs then it will come in handy.
Instant noodle is for boring afternoon lunch where I got no one to acc for lunch.
It is like wtf... i got little friends who lives near me or worse i got no friends who goes out with me for lunch or even jialat I am loner! booooo!
whatever.............. I prefer to be alone anyway =)